I am dyslexic, if there is a girl whom i am getting married.
Should i tell her I am dyslexic before getting married, After marriage or don't tell her at all.
This question has came to my mind thousands of times and still i don't know what to do. It gives shivers and quivers to my soul just by thought of telling her that I am dyslexic. Its not like i am afraid to tell her but a part of me does afraid of what happens if i don't tell her. Will it be faithful by my side to keep her in dark and not to tell her about my dyslexia.
This question has came to my mind thousands of times and still i don't know what to do. It gives shivers and quivers to my soul just by thought of telling her that I am dyslexic. Its not like i am afraid to tell her but a part of me does afraid of what happens if i don't tell her. Will it be faithful by my side to keep her in dark and not to tell her about my dyslexia.
Before getting married if i tell her, I am dyslexic. She will have a choice either she will leave me or love me more. if she leaves me what will i do then, i have know idea probably, 'i will think its all for the best and she didn't loved me the way i did to her. Yes it will break my heart but then hearts are amazing things it will fix itself and i don't have to live with guilt that i didn't tell her.
If i tell her, 'i am dyslexic, after getting married what will she say, do or think of me. I have know idea but i know better, 'that will be wrong in her and my eyes and i will be the unfaithful selfish prick.
Lastly what if i don't tell her at all that 'i am dyslexic. Can i do that, can i start a married life on lies, how long can i hide my dyslexia, not for long and i know that for sure. I can't create a house on lies. i can't even think of doing this to someone i say i love.
"Love is life, marriage is a sacred vows, i take your name as a prayer and what would or could do for you - By Sachin
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